Poison oak some boyhood bravery
when a telephone was a tin can on a string
and I fell asleep with you still talking to me
you said you weren't afraid to diein Polaroids you were dressed in woman's clothes
were you made ashamed? Why'd you lock them in the drawer?
well, I don't think that I ever loved you morethan when you turned away
when you slammed the door
when you stole the car
and drove towards Mexico
and you wrote bad checks
just to fill your arm
I was young enough
I still believed in war
well, let the poets cry themselves to sleep
and all their tearful words will turn back into steambut me I'm a single cell on a serpent's tongue
there's a muddy field where a garden was
and I'm glad you got away
but I'm still stuck out here
my clothes are soaking wet
from your brother's tearsand I never thought this life was possible
you're the yellow bird that I've been waiting for
the end of paralysis, I was a statuette
now I'm drunk as hell on a piano bench
and when I press the keys it all gets reversed
the sound of loneliness makes me happier
